This may be strangely random, but if any of you have a pet that you hold dear and it comes to that time, that you feel it is best to put your animal to sleep, please see your best friend, your brother or sister after they are put to sleep.
When I had to put my dog to sleep I was too afraid of seeing a dead dog because I didn’t want to believe that my dog of all the dogs in the world would be dead. It’s been 3 years now, since I’ve put my dog to sleep and every week I’m reminded that instead of seeing my little brother sleeping peacefully forever in doggie heaven, I have a memory of a crying, yelping dog, in severe pain due to a brain aneurysm, in my arms.
You’d think that seeing death would be so hard, but its actually easier than it seems.
If there’s anything I truly regret in the world, its that I didn’t get to say my goodbyes to the only friend and brother that truly loved me unconditionally, because of my selfish fear of seeing him pass.